Christmas Eve and day

Today is Christmas Eve, and its ok, just wish things could have been better with his brother. I heard they will be coming over to bring presents for Christian, I'm not looking forward to that at all. I can see a big blow up going to happen tomorrow.

Left

We left Seans brothers house to move in with his parents. We had to call the cops to get our stuff out of their house, bacause since he paid the thousand for the truck that once we leave wouldn't pay him back. So damn stupid. Thanki goodness I'm away from there, I'm so darn stressed out.

Anniversary

Today is Sean and mine 7th anniversary. We will be going out to dinner at Applebee's. It will be nice to have a some time alone with just us 2. We cant afford anything else but that will be nice anyway.

New Job

Sean got a new job working at a food factory his area makes cookies. He's going thru a temp agency making $10.00 an hour, not bad. This seems to be a great job and he likes it alot, which is a plus, most of his jobs he doesn't like.

Thanksgiving

Seems we will be going over to Seans parents for a vist on Thanksgiving as his mom is back from the home. it will be nice to spend time there with them, have to get pictures taken for a surprise Christmas present for his parents.

Surgery

tammy had her surgery, it went good, now I have to take care of her and everything else in the house. Sean is still working which is good, but getting tired of those darn stairs and seeing laundry.

Christmas tree

Tammy wants her Christmas decorations and tree up this early, so going to do all of that for her this weekend, seems it's way to early but since she has to have surgery she wants it out of the way.

Tired

Having to do alot of stuff for Tammy. Her laundry, dishes and some cooking, cleaning Kayleigh's room. My knees hurt from going up and down the stairs. She can't do anything do to her having server gallblader stones.

Shopping

Trying to get Christmas shopping done and put into layaway. I can't do much but everyone should understand that. Going to get Christian toys, just hope he likes to play with them as lately he likes to play on the computer.

Bored

Bored of being here and I really can't play on the computer here because Tammy don't much care for it. She likes to watch tv more then anything, I mean thats ok but it can get boring. I just want to leave.

Argue

Seems lately none of us in the house can get along with each other. This is why I hate living with people. I like my privacy, I just hope I can get out soon.

Working

Sean got a job thru a temp agency, makes $7.75 an hour, but right now it's better then nothing. I hope he can find something better in the future that will be good pay so we can move out.

Nusring Home

Like I thought my mother in law had to go into a home so she can get back on track. Not sure how long she will be there, seems she isn't herself at all. I hope she can do do better in the home, and get back home fast.

School

The boys would have started school today, if they were here. They start next week in Des Moines, I hope they will be ok, I sure do miss them.

Kids

Just found out that the boys will not be coming back after I get them all ready for school. Seems that Mike wants to keep them upthere untill we can get back on our feet, however long that will take. I'm so upset.

Mother in law

My mother inlaw is the hospital for not eating right and many other things. I bet they will have to put her in a home, so she can start eating the way she is supposed to. Don't know what to do with her sometimes.

Pool

We are going into the pool today. It's a pretty nice size one that Tammy has in her back yard. Last time I went in it I got way burnt. I will be more careful this time.

Leaving

Today I will be taking the boys to drive half way to meet their dad for them to spend time with them for the summer. It's a 3 hour drive, not that long considering I drove 12 hours a day to get here..lol.

In St Louis

We arrived on the 29th like I thought around 6pm or so, boy was I tired. It was a long drive by myself, but we made it and we are staying with Seans older brother. it's going to be hard to be living with people again. UGH!

Empty

The movers came today, we are taking oour computers, and some alother stuff with us. The van will be packed to the hilt. Christian has his tv toy that we can plug into the dvd player to keep him occupied, and the boys have DS and computer to do. We Leave tomorrow morning and should be in St Louis on the 29th mid evening time.

Moving

Well again we are moving, but back to St Louis, this time. Seans older brother is willing to pay the $1,000.00 down payment for the moving co. We will be having the movers come on June 26. We will be leaving the next day. I have to drive all the way from Oregon to St Louis myself..Oh how tireing.

Failed?

Well like I said my mom was the only one that came, but I did have a passer by come and sit at the party. We had it at the Pizza/Mini Golf place. She loves Tupperware and did order some from me. I guess it's not all a failure.

3 Today

Christian turns 3 today. Where did the time go? We are going to have a little party for him at a pizza/mini golf place tonight. Can't do much for him but he's still to little to understand all the darn hardships us adults have in our lives.

Flyers

I put out flyers around my apartment complex today for my Tupperware start up party, and not sure how that is even going to go. I bet no one will even come to darn thing, as bad as my luck has been lately.

Tupperware!

Selling Tupperware, they have some really cool looking things. I like their bowls and choper. Not sure how much money I will make from doing this but I will try it to see. I'm not a very good seller..lol.

Joy

Well Oregon unemployment isn't going to be very much and wont last very long. it just keep getting better and better, what joy. What else could go wrong..wait don't answer that..lol

Birthday

Today I turn 34. Oh boy I'm getting old..lol. I wish I could turn back time and be a teen again, but then again maybe not, being a teen is hard as well.

Weather

The weather is really nice today. The sun is shining really bright and warm, that you could wear your shorts out. Almost makes me want to go swimming..lol.

Tupperware

My friend is trying to get my to start up doing Tupperware. It's something I really don't want to do, but she is certain I can try it.. I hate trying to sell things.

Frustrated

It's getting frustrating with no work, not sure what our future holds here in Oregon. Had to have my parents help out on my bills and to get food for the apartment. Something I didn't want to happen but we have to survive some how.

Work

Having a hard time here in Oregon even finding work. The unemployment rate is so darn high to even get anything. May have to think about moving back to St Louis, they might have more work then here.

Bad

Well Sean didn't pass his CNA test and he losses his job because he didn't pass it, so stupi, and now IL state unemployment is running out. We will have to get Oregon unemployment. Why does these things always happen to us? We can never get a darn break. Unemployment isn't the best but it will have to do.

Davey and Goliath

Davey and Goliath was a childrens' television series produced by the Lutheran Church in the 1950s and 1960s and televised widely across the United States, the Caribbean and around the world. Although Davey has not appeared on broadcast television for nearly 35 years, it still is remembered as a pop culture "icon" with continued television and film mentions.

Moved IN

Finally we got to moved in on Feb 28th, it's really nice, I'm glad to to finally be here. The kids are loving it to, we are all doing better now that we re in our own place.

Plasic Machine Company

They perform plastic Custom Machining Work, meeting almost any requirement. They use only the finest materials from companies like Quadrant Engineering Plastics, Cast Nylons, Ensinger, and other resin converters.
With state-of-the-art CNC Routers, CNC Milling and Lathes, PMC is positioned to fabricate the simple to the complex. Parts from over twenty feet long, five feet wide and ten inches thick to parts that fit on a pin, PMC is your one-stop fabricator.

Apartment

We went over to see what the apartment looks like, we only saw it through the windows. It looks really nice, the layout is different then the one we get on the paper. Oh well it's ok as long as we can move in. I sure can't wait.

File Extension Library

So you don't know what a file extension is? It's portion at the end of a filename (suffix) that describes its file type. The ones your use to seeing is like .jpeg. File extension library websites offers over 1,000 file extensions. The range from 3g2 to xpi, ones of which I have never heard of before.

Part is an extention that can best be described as a partially downloaded file, or also know as PTC Pro/Engineer PART file. The .PART extention is when in the process of being carried out or those that may have been stopped. Even if a file has been stoped it may be resumed later using the download program you used in the beginning.

The .PART can be used by various file transfer applications. These programs include, Go!Zilla and eMule. PART extension can not be opened directly, however download mangers store downloads with a .PART file extension.

Praying

I have been praying all day for Sean to pass his CNA Cert. It's just so important that he does. We have no idea what to do if he didn't pass. All we can do is hold all of this into Gods hands and see what happens.

Raining

Been raining ere for several days now. I know that here in the Northwest, it rains alot. This winter it's hardly rained, so I guess it's ok that's raining. I don't want it to rain on moving day, but I think that it's supposed to.

Test

Sean took his skills test today. We all hope that he passed, becuse we need the money, and I can't work. I sighned papers for the apartments that I can't look for work till another year. That makes it hard, because he is he only one that can work, at this time. We should know my Friday.

This week

We are moving in no later then the 28th of this month. We get the keys on the 27th and can move in the next day. I can't wait, I have bought alot of things for the appartment. I have to rebuy things that I couldn't bring from IL.

Dishes

I have been just cooking dinner over here at my moms, but now I will be having to do dishe and dinner, in my new place. It's been nice, but I know that it will even be nicer to be in our own place, so I can take doing both.

Twinkle Star

Christian has been singing twinkle twinkle little star, and it's really cute. He has even sang it for his grandma over the phone. She lives in St Louis, so she really enjoyed that. He is growing up really fast, soon he will be in school, man times fly by.

Money

Got out taxes and now I have to get alot of things for the apartment. I do have bills and stuff to pay, but I do need to get some furniture and other things. I have been having fun buy that stuff, but wow I didn't realize how much stuff I left there.

Second CNA Cert

Well Sean idn't pass his second time of doing the skills test. We are so upset, we thought for sure he was going to pass this time, but nope. He is scheduled to take it on the 25th of Feb. We are going to study to make sure he asses. If he doesn't, then he has to retke the darn CNA class over again, as it is, he will not be put on the March schedule, so he just has to pass this time.

TV

There has been nothing to watch on tv for awhile, I even have satalite..lol. I sit here and scroll through the damn channels and there is nothing to find. It seems like all the movies that are on I have seen before. There needs to be new movies or something to view on here..lol. I get so bored with nothing to do, but watch the boob tube all day..lol

Moving Out

We should be moving out sometime mid March. We found brand new aprtments, still being built, that we got approved for. I can't wait to move. It even might be sooner then March. We have been here for along time and we are all ready to get out and get in a place of our own.

Migrians

I seem to be getting these darn things everyday. They make me so tired and sometimes I get a little queezy, and I hate that. I need to go to the DR, but I have no insurance for that. I wish it would just go away.

Sunflowers

I love sunflowers. I have sunflowers all over the kitchen and house. I'm not sure why I love them so much. I think it's that there really bright and cheery looking. I even have dinner plates and glasses that are sunflowers...I have a 500 peice puzzle of Ann Geddes, hanging on my wall. "Sunflower freak", as my husband says..Oh well what does he know...LOL

CNA Certification

Sean has tryed for CNA cert and passed his written test, but failed his skilled part of the cert. He has 2 more times to take the test, all I can say is that I hope things go better this second time. We need to have him pass this time.

Dogs

My moms dogs drive me nuts. They both bark and jump and fallow my mom EVERYWHERE. I'm so glad I can't have any animals in my apartment, these dogs make me not want to have for a very long time..lol

Wahm

No, not the singing group, the online work at home momns forum. It is a really great place to find legit jobs, and to chat with people. I have found several craft jobs and even ChaCha, that live search engine. I met a few good friends over there as well. Go ahead and see for yourself. http://www.wahm.com

B-day Party

I was supposed to go to my friends 1 year old b-day party yesterday, but I didn't want to go. She was going all out and doing a Wizard of OZ theme, and I really didn't think it was appropriate at a church. She had people dressing up like the wicked witch and stuff. Christian would have been really scared.